Quote

"Don't focus on how far you have to go, always remember how far you've come."

Sunday, November 24, 2013

I don't know

When the wind blows or when the rain falls, don't forget it can change your outcome. My favorite is when the snow falls because you find how to be yourself. Your true self. What if we never had best friends? Who would we tell our secrets to? Or if we were feeling down, who would we talk to? Because you are what, who, and how ever you want to be. You write your own story. Is this who you really want to be? I can't tell if this is really what I'm meant to be. Is it my heart or bones telling me to take a different path? 
Step 1: go to school
Step 2: pray

Monday, November 18, 2013

Sunday, November 17, 2013

I don't know

I've known you for 24 days and it's like you're my life. I just don't know what I want anymore. What am I going to do after I graduate? What college will I attend? Will I even go to college? Life doesn't seem so simple anymore. The days where I've been dependent are coming to an end. It's time to start being self-reliant. It's scary to think that I'm going to be supporting my own family in the next 5-10 years. I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up.. What am I going to do to be able to support a family? I don't even know why I'm asking these questions because it's not like somebody can comment on this post, telling me what I should do. If only god had a blog... 

Sunday, November 10, 2013

INDIE-vidual

I used to wake up and think twice about what outfit I wore. At this point in time in my life, I couldn't give a crap about what somebody is gonna think of me. I am me. Me is I. God made me and I will die. There is nobody else that has ever lived that is me. I'm different, ya I'm different. I am who I am and the only day(s) that I am not, Halloween and INDIE Friday. So kick me when I'm down and I'll break your leg.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Tequila

Whats on my mind? Pretty lady your on my mind and you got me going. Going where? I don't know but its crazy to think that its already November! And when I think about November I think about Cold weather. Blankets and Disney and Popcorn. Heart beats. Fogy windows and cracked wind shields. First kisses and thousands of stars in the sky, sitting around a camp fire with plenty of coats on, talking about the Saturday just 6 days earlier. Wait, that was the day we experienced the time of our life. You told me you loved me. I drove home on a cloud. I don't know what I would do without you. I cant live without you. Whats on my mind? Girl, you're on my mind. You remind me of December because in December, we threw snow balls at each other. And kissed.. Freak! I hate the snow. I hate December and I hate November. Because they remind me of you. I hate blankets, stars, fire, Saturday, popcorn and everything. Everything. Everything reminds me of you. I wish you could be wiped from my memory! Please, somebody grab the Tequila! Maybe this time, I might be able to pull the trigger. Its worth the risk of seeing if there even is a after life, because if there is,
I might see you again.