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The Moon

Have you ever wondered if places like China are really even there?? Of course you know for sure if you've been there but seriously, if you've never actually been to China, how do you know for sure that it even exist. What if all the maps and pictures are just a bunch of lies?? For me, the only places that I know for sure exist are Utah and Colorado.

After thinking about this it takes my mind even further, what if I have been manipulated my whole life and there are hidden cameras and all of my friends and family are just actors like on the Truman show? Pretty scary to think about! Sometimes I really actually think that that is what's going on. 

Am I really actually going to die? 

Is death even real?

Is the earth really a spere? I know the moon exist.. and the sun.

Space camp!

I hope that I can live my life in such way that if a doctor were to tell me that I only had about a month more to live, I would be happy. I don't want to have to spend that month finding all the people that I put down and having to apologize. I want to feel like I fulfilled my purpose on earth and that I gave it all I had. I might as well go and tell that person that I like 'em because I'm going to die anyways. I just wouldn't want to worry about anything else besides spending my last days with friends and family. Also if I knew I was going to die, I would tell the person who was going to prepare my body for the viewing, to put my hand in the air so everyone could walk by and give me a high five for the awesome life I lived.

My deaths

When I think about the deaths in my life it's not all about loved one actually passing away. One of the many deaths that have occurred during my life was graduating elementary. Though at the time I couldn't of been happier to get out of that rat hole and move on into jr. High, but now, I wish more than anything to go back for just one day of elementry school. I feel like that is something that I have lost and can't bring back.

Recently, I moved out of the house that I spent 12 years of growing up in. It wasn't the biggest or nicest house and to be honest I hated living there. I felt embarrassed bringing friends over because all their houses were cleaner with perfect landscaping and not to mention but theirs were HUGE!! After moving out and staying in this house for about a week, I felt home sick. I missed that house so much! It was where all of my childhood memories took place and it was hard to move on.

I find it very strange that we talked about death in class this past week. I have never lost anybody close in my life until about two days ago when my aunt passed away after battling pancreatic cancer for two years. Right now it still doesn't seem real! It's just so weird to me thinking that I hugged and kissed someone goodbye a week ago and now they are in heaven. The tears are of joy because it was so painful seeing her suffer for so long. 

Death

I am not afraid to die! It makes life so much more exciting when your not considering death. Live life on the edge! You're going to die anyways. Whether it's in 50 years, 1 month or even one week, you are going to die; fact. 

Don't live life with grudges or regrets! You're not forever going to feel angry towards someone your whole life. You never know when they might die, and I can only imagine what it's like wanting to forgive or get forgiveness from someone but not being able to because they are dead. When the opertunity comes to help someone, do it! Don't live life with "what if's" or "what would've been's." You can't bring back the past so live life to its fullest!